就這樣和人生的第一份工作說了再見。
11個月來的眼淚和笑容，憤怒與開心都在說再見的同時成為回憶。
一位被封為"大砲"的編輯嘆了口氣說，年輕人早點離開這裡是對的，歷經兩次改朝換代的我們，盡是一片血肉模糊的殘骨。
是啊，這段話點醒我這是自己要離開的原因之一，血腥的人事變動讓員工猜疑、憤恨、不信任。
然而，或許人生也就是如此弔詭，離開的同時、利益關係脫鉤的瞬間，這些不平、壯志難伸的氣憤好似一筆勾銷，不捨的情緒油然而生。
正如同各個前輩告訴我的，這圈子很小，沒有什麼不可能，出走的同時，也許正醞釀著下一次的相遇與羈絆。
塔羅小姐說，我必須結算過去的自己。聽起來真玄，但我似乎開始懂了我欠自己與過去一些交代。
掰掰CNA，我以為離開的這天會得到一種證明自己的快感，沒想到仍舊是滿滿的不捨與感傷。
就如我娘親所說，就是要趁年輕多走走多玩玩。
因此，我們出發了。
【預想版】一路向南的我們在到達目的地後，一片萬里無雲的晴空與春天和煦的陽光迎接我們。短褲、夾腳拖、bikini、遮陽草帽，走在人潮洶湧的墾丁大街上，騎著喔兜麥穿梭在台灣最南端的個個景致，挑戰人類對香蕉船翻船的忍耐極限，然後帶著一身健康小麥色和伍佰老師一起跳「你是我的花朵」，最後心滿意足的回到沒有陽光的台北城。
以上純屬幻想。
事實上，當我在客運上睡的東倒西歪，好不容易搖到了車城，一踏出車門的第一個想法是：太陽呢？！若是微風緩緩地吹著那還顯得有些詩情畫意，然而，我們似乎低估了落山風的威力。另一方面，看似「勇健」（請用台語發音）的我，竟然不敵感冒的侵襲，正值發病第一天，生理期第二天！！天啊！這是什麼世界～墾丁的海水以及近在咫尺的四重溪溫泉都離我好遠！
接著，如何到達民宿？
答案是，沿著不知名大路一直走，碰見的第一個村莊就是了。路程：約一公里。
一路上，落山風狠狠地刮著。汽車與機車從我們身旁呼嘯而過，除了抱怨著「為何不載我們一程」之外，也讓我和阿卞回想起曾經對警察北北叫囂後，還惡人無膽的不敢接受人家的美意。於是乎這條筆直並且扮演對外交通之樞紐角色，也就是我小腿肌為何越來越發達的原因。由於路途實在遙遠，為了增加趣味，我們想出了打發時間小遊戲。
「冷風颼颼長路漫漫之主題接歌遊戲」主題分別是風啊海啊，可說是相當符合情境。然而，托妮妮的福，通常都進行不過一輪。
混搭風墾丁大街
我倒是沒想過有一天會走在墾丁大街上「喊冷」。若可以，巴不得無視旁人眼光直接以bikini上陣，但老天真是有眼，知道這樣會有礙觀瞻，所以不開心地颳了風還下了雨就是不讓我有機會獻醜，是吧！不過，明顯可以感受到許多大街上的女性同胞想必都跟我有同樣的遺憾，在輕薄的小衣外，都不得不多加件外套（多煞風景）。這時就很羨慕男性們，t-shirt外穿羽絨衣，還是可以洋洋得意的自認為帥氣：p
也許是因為天氣的關係，並沒有看見預期的人滿為患。原本打算要來個不醉不歸和dancing-all-night的計畫，也都被感冒病毒還有天氣破壞了，殘念。不過，除了啤酒，其他的倒也沒少吃，確切也記不清到底「儲存」多少東西在胃袋裡，只能說，大抵是走一路吃一路就是了！
What's a crazy night!
Despite all the "unlucky things", it was a wonderful night with my cute and sexy friends!!!
Episode 1
Ha, talking abt the unlucky things...hmm... it could be quite impossible that the first club we went was closed! What??? What kind of club could be closed at Thursday??!! Anyway, since we already did our make-up perfectly and finally could meet Bre, we decided to find another one!!
Episode 2
"Taxi!" We jumped into a cab and went across to the other side of Taipei city. "Here we are." The taxi driver told us. And yes, we did saw many ppl there, but it's not the one we wanted! Mr. driver, r u kidding us??? U know what?! After 15 min waliking in high heel shoes and keeping asking, we finally got the answer! The club we wanna go is UNDER CONSTRUCTION--that is REARRANGE!!!WTH~~~
Episode 3
Well, the situation was really provoking, so we made our minds immediately that we MUST go clubing TORNIGHT no matter what!! Then we back to the one with a long queue. WE waited in line and chated.
Pin said," omg, what's wrong with us tonight?? not our day!!"
Bian replied, "yeah~ maybe we will hv so-called police check togight..."
Pin, "gosh, hope it won't happen!"
Episode 4
Finally, we drank some and had some dance. Then again we were in the queue, the drink-waiting-line this time. With some dizzy, we looked at the pool- a lot of ppl dancing, raising their hands and shaking with the VJ. Suddenly, someone lighted up the light, music stopped and u could see clearly the ppl u danced with or even u flirted with (that means now u got the chance to CORRECT your choice, ha :p). Before we figured out the situation, I saw the police! Okay, correctly is group of plice! Good!!! What is 一語成讖, I think I know it quite well now... To be honest, I even imagined that we were all taken back to the police station and forced to do the urine test...
God bless us!!
"Love was an idea. Nothing more or less.
If u lost the idea, if u somehow forgot it, the person u loved became a stranger."
That's what the sentences i like most in this book.
Maybe it's because i can understand it by heart. Or maybe i'm doing hard to go through it...maybe maybe...
Also for my friend who is at this period.
