勇氣人

amy winehouse 渾厚的嗓音又讓我想起那個新加坡悶熱的下午，從hall 5看出去整片的烏雲壟罩著整個城市/國家，緊接著是轟隆隆的聲響，傾盆大雨，洗淨一切後的微風徐徐。

很久沒開啟amy winehouse，避免老是想起那個無負擔的日子，再對照著如今被禁錮在這個稱做社會的大枷鎖中，如此，渴望自由。

就說自己老了，老像爸爸爺爺輩的人，聚會時永遠不忘要談起，當年我當兵的時候...

承認寂寞很難嗎？承認寂寞錯了嗎？

是不是住在大城市中的大人都要帶著虛偽的面具，勇敢，堅強，精彩，和不寂寞。

今天，向一位剛認識的人承認了寂寞，承認了他馬的每天工作１２小時以上，壓力和薪水不成正比，用力呼吸，用力學習，用力活著的同時，還是寂寞。

然後，他也坦蕩的承認了寂寞，承認了到過世界許多地方，工作得心應手，日子每天都很精彩的同時，也有寂寞。

原來，男人也是會寂寞啊。

這樣的城市，住著多少寂寞的靈魂？

也許，正如同你說的，這世界需要多一點的坦白與真實，暫且撕下那堅強的假面吧，住在喧囂大城市中寂寞的平凡人們。

11:48pm，走在前往永春站的忠孝東路上，轉進街口的BMW，以及價值不斐的義大利跑車似乎訴說著人們如何在大城市中找到功成名就，五子登科。這個城市充滿太多亮晶晶的人們，吃著一客上千元的米其林星星牛排、買著人們怎麼念都錯的名牌包、換過一棟又一棟一個普通年輕人一輩子工作卻怎樣也買不起的台北市房子，是啊，這個城市造就多少光鮮與亮麗。

00:25am，回家途中，一位勝立員工作坐在店門口，手上的煙似乎剛點燃，不同於平時的笑容滿面，臉上盡是疲憊。超過十二點的台北街頭已趨於平靜，路上行人三三兩兩，一眼看去，坐在店門口的服務員最是顯眼，不支手中的那根菸是辛苦的代價，辛苦工作的短暫結束，還是更多的寂寞。

大人物居住在大城市，大城市中有小人物，小人物能否變成大人物？

I never feel like be a such a good student just like these days...

Why?? How come?? U may follow by this question.

First, I'm a student who was very PICKY. That means I dun like to study what I dun hv interest on, such as SCIENCE, which ranked as my no.1 enemy. But guess what? I STARTED to find some material for learning some knowledge in this field, yeah yeah what I hv to admit that's just some baaaaaaasic knowledge maybe just for junior high student:p

http://fr.youtube.com/watch?v=N2CaLLMHwZw&feature=channel

This is whta I found on YOUTUBE, can say he is a astronomy expert who answer questions to his friend's students. And I promise that if you are just like me, almost know nothing abt science, then u must check out this website cuz the guy is really good. Thanks to him, i can save some time to memorize those astronomy jargons just by heart.

Btw, two days before, I attended a seminar which inspired me quite a lot. It's abt use the new technologies especially on line resources to help student's learning process. Meanwhile, the professor even gave some examples of "new stuff" on-line. She's not only use those resources in teaching also in connecting with her children, fancy mammy, right?!

Here is a video she show us, something after watching may arouse your desire to go on a trip,hehe:D

http://fr.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY